Monday 9 January 2012

My baby's baby


I have been doing this a lot lately.


I found myself running to the bathroom every now and then.


Then I would puke in the toilet. 


I also been feeling weird lately, I've been getting these strange cravings for cake that I didn't have before.



I have been going through life like usual, going to school and doing homework with my siblings.


I have also been keeping in touch with my boyfriend.


He is such a great guy, I love him.


One day my stomach was a bit bigger.


Then I found out that I was pregnant. I was so happy about having a baby but i kept it a secret.


Being pregnant is not easy i tire quickly and i'm always eating.


I decide to tell my boyfriend the new of a new baby.


I told him about me being pregnant. The other side of the phone went quiet. Then he says lets brake up
I was so upset, I can't believe that he dumped me.


He also told me I should get a abortion.
I couldn't do that I love this baby no matter what, I would never kill him or her.


I decided to tell my family. Starting with my older brother Samuel.
He wasn't upset, he congratulated me and also wanted to beat up my Ex boyfriend who ditch me. I calmed him down though


I'm pregnant but not very big at all.


Next I tell my little brother Ethan. He was excited and rubbed my stomach.


I sat up in bed thinking about names for my baby and also how to tell my mother.


I told my twin sister about my baby. She was recently having problems but now she know that I am not perfect either.


It's the big day. It's time to tell my mother about me being pregnant.
I'm nervous but I don't want her to be mad at me.


She was a little shocked at first but then she hugged me and told me she loved me.


She also rubbed my stomach, my mother is so understanding. I love her.


We talked about different things about being pregnant. I told her I have been tired lately.
She told me that was normal.




Finally that day has arrived. My water broke and it was really painful.


My mother went with me in a cab to the hospital.


My mother stayed with me the whole time until my child was born.


I had a little baby girl.
Her name is Annabelle and she is the cutest baby ever.

Sunday 1 January 2012

The need to be thin


Lilac's POV:
Rose is my twin sister. We ate fraternal twins not identical.
My sister is perfect, she has a boyfriend,she popular and has a perfect body.        


I wish that we were identical, then I would also have all the things she has.



I have been exercising everyday, non-stop.


I even been thinking about exercising non-stop.


I also haven't been eating for days.



I was found  passed out on the floor of the boys room.


My mother talked to me that night. She told me that I was perfect the way I was and that I shouldn't change at all. She also told me that she loved me no matter what.


She gave me a hug. I was happy to hear her say those things to me. It doesn't matter what I look like, I'm me and that's it.